Sunday, June 03, 2007
bye bye
dun be mistaken...tis isnt my last entry...neither am i ending my life (duh!)...it's juz tat some things have finally come to an end...so it's natural to wave our hands and say sayonara! there may be despair...sense of loss, can't bear to be apart, simply underestimating the speed of time...cnt drag any longer...cos it's my choice...hahaz...dun get confused on wat i'd juz said...cos i'm jumbling up all the things tat had been happening to me....firstly...i'm officially unemployed! i recalled the few days back before the last day of my job...i was dreadful to come to work...cos i cld feel my energy draining for the wrong reasons...but when the day finally came...i realised i wld miss my work, my table and my colleagues...though they did express their desire to extend my contract for another 1 or 2 mths (so tat i still got income...better than slacking at home...hehe)...but i declined...cos i think i really need a long break to do wat i wan...
my last day wasnt a tearful goodbye...but i left the company with beautiful memories, valuable working experience & sincere blessings....it's something i cherish becos i'm lucky to have a great first job where all the ppl treated me well (esp feeding me with food...hohohoz...)...i made a lot of good jie meiz! (including my dept, logistic dept, the pantry-in-charge auntie, cleaning auntie & receptionist!) my colleagues gave me farewell dinners, bought me gifts and helped me one way or another...so i'm glad they also liked the presents i bought too! (some massage sticks, cards & chocos!) i'll definitely miss all of them...the environment...the food! (hawker centre, coffeeshop, uncle's packed rice & even the fruits stall!)
nevertheless...it wasnt a forever goodbye (it's bye for now)...cos i may be back...i may return to the company someday...cos if there's any available temp job in future...they'll contact me...hehez...i'm relieved tat they find me more of a help than a chore...phew...i wldnt noe when will tis day come...maybe when the time is right...hehez...
This is my table! My own com! A bit messy lahz...but it is very spacious! 
we are the AP accts assistants girl gang! hahahaz....
went to the world book fair & it fair at suntec with ong & ping on fri...of cos we had other motives...and tat wld be shopping! hahaz...we walked around marina sq & suntec...but yet...it seemed onli ong had a fruitful day...cos she managed to buy a sexy blouse (hehez!) & a pair of hip shoes...i onli bought some pathetic archie comics at the book fair (sorta regret buying!) while ping went home empty-handed and she lost her fav toy (so sorry abt it!)...ahhh...so we decided to meet again! to go k-ing & hoping to buy some things tat wld catch our eyes (esp for me & ping!) hahaz...it's always like tat...if u wanna go shopping...make sure u buy something...it doesnt feel good to go home with no bags of stuff...then wat's the pt? right? but the lunch was good though...:P
june! scary mth....cos i'm starting my diet cum exercise plan! yesh...i noe i've been dragging since dunno when...but it started on lst june to be exact...gonna whip myself in 'better' shape in 2 mths time...so far so good i supposed...i've been trying to control my diet by choosing healthier food and cutting down on food intake...(it's so freaking hard! so dun tempt me!)...for the exercise part...i juz went jogging around my house area (my first run since 5 mths ago!!!!) i was soooo super tired...but of cos i wld have to continue the runs/sit ups/push ups & skipping....i'm not aiming for wat baka supermodel image...juz wanna be a bit slimmer...& train up my fitness level...gotta say bye bye to my old self...hope a new me will be a hipper one! (yoz yoz yoz!)
van's movie review
recently....i finished watching 200 pounds beauty (recommended by ong...) and it was a very touching movie...it's about a girl named Kang Hanna who has low self-esteem becos of her weight...in order to be pretty so as to pursue her love of her life...she undergoes plastic surgery...in the process...she discards her past identity, her friends & even her only father...she became beautiful but yet...she lost her true self...so luckily she managed to come to her senses tat being pretty isnt everything...it's to love who she really is...i got kinda teary at some parts cos it's really emotional...(i can certainly relate to a fat gal's story! hahaz!) the OST was really good...got slow & fast numbers! so wanna catch a nice korean movie? u shld noe wat to see...:)